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Dan Carlson
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I'm a twentysomething white male with ambitions to be a professional film critic and generally spend my days getting paid to watch movies and write about it. A compulsive reader and stubborn cineaste, I take an often contrary stance to my more fundamentalist peers and upbringing by celebrating the pursuit of the good, and the Good, in life, love, art and film. If you watched enough episodes of certain TV shows — for starters, "The Hungry and the Hunted," "The Cut Man Cometh," "The Body," "The Zeppo," "Waiting in the Wings," "Out of Gas," "April Is the Cruelest Month," "20 Hours in America," "Colonial Day," "An Echolls Family Christmas," "Look Who's Stalking," "The Garage Door," "Charlie Gets Crippled," "Wind Sprints," and "Corner Boys" — you would understand me completely, and you'd also realize that much of my worldview and philosophical insights are heavily influenced by fictional works/programs, and many of the good things I've said in my life are just a regurgitation of someone else's imaginings, or at any rate a heartfelt attempt to interpret them. I guess I was made to be a film critic.

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March 13, 2006

Tony Takes A Leak

By Dan Carlson

I sat there on the toilet, minding my own affairs, when the door to the bathroom literally burst open as Tony barged in, announcing his presence to the urinals like an autistic Santa Claus, bellowing "Hello howareya?" to the online guy, who had the misfortune to be at the sink and thus in Tony's line of conversational fire. I unconsciously cowered on the toilet, hoping he wouldn't start banging on the stall door to ask how my day was going. Old people do weird stuff like that.

Tony sauntered (I imagine) over to the stall to let go and let flow, and as he stood there, doing the do, I heard him breathing, almost heavily, this open-mouthed sighing that was like the aural manifestation of depression. It's like it took so much energy to summon every slow breath just for him to stay alive, and that's about as depressing as it gets.

He finished and washed his hands, and I heard him talking while he cleaned up, muttering some unintelligible nonsense and then, as he opened the door to leave, he said "Let's see what we got here!," almost as if he were proclaiming his intentions to seize the day, or at least seize as much as his arthritic paws could grasp.

So that's my challenge to you, constant reader: Greet each day as if you were Garrison Keillor with Alzheimer's, old and defiant and too stubborn to do anything but what you want to do. Talk to yourself in the bathroom. Dream big, kiddos.

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"The critic is the only independent source of information. The rest is advertising."
— Pauline Kael

"Film lovers are sick people."
— Francois Truffaut

"I hope I strike a blow for chubby bald men everywhere. I hope they rise like an army."
Paul Giamatti, quoted in the Los Angeles Times, 12/14/04

"Let others praise ancient times, I am glad I was born in these."
— Ovid

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Remembering speechlessly we seek the great forgotten language, the lost lane-end into heaven, a stone, a leaf, an unfound door. Where? When?

O lost, and by the wind grieved, ghost, come back again.
— Look Homeward, Angel, Thomas Wolfe

Conservatives are not necessarily stupid, but most stupid people are conservatives.
— John Stuart Mill

We are all under the same mental calamity; we have all forgotten our names. We have all forgotten what we really are. All that we call common sense and rationality and practicality and positivism only means that for certain dead levels of our life we forget that we have forgotten. All that we call spirit and art and ecstasy only means that for one awful instant we remember that we forget.
— G.K. Chesterton

We were, for the briefest of moments, something greater than the sum of our uncertain parts; we were youth itself, in all its painful glory and sharp joy.
— Me, Fall 2003

There is a time in the lives of most writers when they are vulnerable, when the vivid dreams and ambitions of childhood seem to pale in the harsh sunlight of what we call the real world. In short, there's a time when things can go either way.
— Stephen King

Los Angeles, give me some of you! Los Angeles come to me the way I came to you, my feet over your streets, you pretty town I loved you so much, you sad flower in the sand, you pretty town.
Ask the Dust, John Fante